3.
Ladies Always
On Sunday morning, as she stood watching in
her nightgown from the window of the bedroom she shared with her younger
sister Judith, Marian saw her father washing the car outside the garage
in back of the house. Joshua held the powerfully spouting hose, directing
it according to his father's commands. She could see the gleam in the
eleven-year-old's eyes as he sporadically sprayed his father who jumped
and ducked and shouted warnings and finally grabbed the hose, reduced
its power and in handing it back to his son accidentally sprayed him,
too. Marian laughed coldly through her anxiety-ridden mood as she contemplated
her fate. Edith walked into the bedroom in her brand new Sunday outfit,
something she could afford now since she was working. Marian only glanced
at her.
"Papa said no, didn't he?" Edith said.
Marian shrugged but said nothing. She opened the closet door and poked
around inside, shuffling the hangers. "Well, he has a right to say what
he thinks," Edith said as Marian emerged. "He's our father."
"Hallowed be his name," Marian muttered.
"I wouldn't trade him for any other father I know around
here," Edith said. Marian put the skirt and blouse she had brought out
on the bed. Then she sat on the bed and kicked off her slippers. "He gave
us everything we have," Edith continued in a flat voice. "I think we owe
him some respect." She paused, watching Marian sit with her elbows on
her knees and her head in her hands. "Compared to the rest of them, he's
the best. He's the best looking, too."
"You're in love with him," Marian said.
"Oh, that's vile. That's really vile."
"He wouldn't send you to college, would he?" Marian
reminded her.
Edith lips crawled in anger. "He would have if I had
decided on it! I'm doing exactly what I wanted to do. It would have taken
me years to get the money to have the things I wanted."
Marian slowly looked up at her. "I'm going to have to
run away," she said.
"What? You're nuts. Where are you going?"
"Baltimore. There's a nurse's college there right near
cousin Doris. She sent me the papers."
Lowering her voice, Edith said, "Papa's made up his
mind. I can tell you that much. I heard him talking to mama. He won't
give you anything."
"I'm applying for a scholarship. Mama has some money.
I'll talk to her."
"How much will you need?"
That afternoon at Miss Riley's, Marian
shakily explained what she intended. "Because if I stay in the city he's
liable to do anything." When she mentioned Baltimore Miss Riley jumped
up and went to her desk. She pulled out her address book.
"I know the head at Baltimore. We trained at the same
school. I'll call him. Right now." She picked the long black receiver
off the claw of the yawning telephone. She gave the number to the operator
and it took a bit of time obtaining the long distance connection, and
then the line was busy.
"My sister Edith promised me a loan," Marian said. "I
think I can count on my mother for something, too. I'll probably need
some kind of scholarship. I want to do this right away. This term."
"I'll talk to Tom. I'll call you soon as I find out,"
Miss Riley said.
"No. Don't call. I'll come over tonight."
When she returned home she walked in
on her parents having a cup of tea in the kitchen. "Hey, miss," her father
called as she turned away. Her heart thumped. He knew something.
"Did you call me, papa?" she said, turning back.
"I didn't get a bill from Mr. Rudolf this month," he
said.
"Oh, I forgot to tell you. I'm not going to him any
more. Excuse me, I have to go upstairs for a minute."
"Why did she stop her singing lessons?" Decker asked
after she had gone.
"She wasn't getting anywhere with it," his wife replied,
pouring him a second cup from the samovar. "She's very upset. She doesn't
know what to do."
"Maybe she should apply for a job as a waitress. In
Schrafft's."
"You're joking," she said. "A girl with an A in chemistry?"
"It's a high class place. I understand they serve cucumber
sandwiches there. Don't you go to Schrafft's?"
"I've been there once or twice."
"You were there last week. A little bird told me."
"Did he also tell you I met a man in front of Schrafft's?"
Decker paled. She took a sip of tea. "My brother. Then we went for lunch.
To the automat."
Decker couldn't help but recall the
lunch with his business friends whose problems with their women were manifold.
He breathed a deep sigh of relief as he drank up his tea and watched his
wife bring over the dishes to wash them in the sink.
The next day he faced his partner at
the factory the first thing in the morning. Over the weekend he had contacted
the two men who had originally been interested in participating in the
business, both engineers, but were unable to make the move at the time.
One of them now enthusiastically responded and agreed to buy in, even
though Decker gave him an inkling of some of the problems while also revealing
a formidable offer from a major department store to buy as much product
as he could supply. All he had to do now was force Osterman out. His cash-hungry
partner, who knew nothing of the new department store client, immediately
agreed and they settled on a price.
On the subway ride home, Decker was
in a new mood, almost light-hearted. He noticed the marquee of the local
movie house as he came down the elevated line's steps and decided to take
his wife out to dinner that night and to see his favorite actress, Joan
Crawford.
Decker had departed the factory a bit
earlier, hoping to take the car to the garage for an oil change. To his
surprise the only one he found to greet him was Joshua, who was listening
to the radio.
"Where's everybody?" Decker asked.
"They took Marian to the station," Joshua said.
"The station? What station?"
"She's going to Baltimore. Is it far?"
"When did they leave?" Decker demanded hoarsely.
"Just before."
Decker tore out of the house. He rushed
back to the subway. His rage built on the half hour ride back into the
city. He panted as he hurried into the enormous, echoing Penn Station,
swallowing the crowds in its maw, reducing them to two-legged bugs crazily
cavorting across the marble floor under the cavernous heights overhanging
the steel structure. A ticket agent provided him with the track number
of the about-to-depart express. He heard the shouts from the blue uniformed
conductors, watches in their hands.
"All aboooaaaaarrrrd!" they cried. The
engine hissed.
He raced by his wife and his two daughters
on the platform as he swung aboard at the first available opening and
the doors began to slam all the way down the length of the train. He ran
through it searching everywhere. With a giant huff and puff and slam bang,
the train jerked forward and began to roll sucking Jovian breaths as it
picked up steam. By the time he saw her sitting all alone at a window
with her hands prayerfully held at her breast the train smoothly slid
through the tunnel running the rails toward its first stop.
"Trenton! Trenton next stop! Tickets
please!" the conductor called.
She paled as she saw him, her mouth
fell open. "Papa!"
He stood over her, glaring, breathing
hard, as he put his hand out for support against the window, taking deep
gulps of air, slapped her, stood for a moment his chest heaving, then
sat down puffing beside her.
"Some day," he said, "you'll thank me for saving you
from working in a hospital full of disease and naked men you have to wash
all day."
The conductor punched her ticket but
Decker had to pay for his ride to Trenton where he pushed her ahead of
him to the door. He led her towards the coffee shop on the platform and
sat down exhausted at a table.
"I left my bag on the train!" she cried, leaped away
and ran. He fell off the chair getting up to chase her but by the time
he reached it the train was moving and he saw her staring out at him biting
her lips and waving.